I don’t know how
but I could see
that rain in your eyes
flattering in your every footstep
shuttering sounds of happiness
and ignorance of universe
Here I am
looking at your picture in my wallet
try to find you again
who was mine
it is too late
you are a woman now
P.S: I wonder why you follow me, then suddenly unfollow me on Twitter -__-
One day I have to try
Trying just to be myself
Because no matter how good I am
No one will ever truly listening to what I’ve had in life
I want to let go the past
I know it is hard but I want to try
I know I don’t have anything in this world
But at least I can show them I am what I am
At one day in the class, she was busy chatting with other girls. Guess I need to be the first to initiate.Then I was coming towards her.
The first thing I saw from her is.. how cute her boobs was..
Upss, just kidding! Of course not!
We were talking about movies. It was cartoons actually. She loved cartoons. Back then, she always excited when I told her about “Wall-E”. So, I decided to borrow the movie from her. I felt stupid, but happy as I can remember. I never knew how to reach a girl’s attention. I was quite happy just to knew there was a girl who could be on chat with me for about a minute or two. It was enough for me.
When we were talking.
It was her warming little smile towards me.
For the first time, I just knew that I believed her. I felt something gentle in my heart. Is this love?
It’s been so calm these days, I wonder why my mind flown into those memories again. It’s been a week since I put her photos into my wallet, for the first time again.
It’s always be a story. Of how we met at the first time.
It was monday. I was walking at the park with my friend, who was your bestfriend.
"Hey, she’s there!. Look at her!"
"Is that her? Then what?"
"You’re kidding me! I mean, she was my friend when I was in elementary school in Jambi. I still can’t believe that now we are in the same high school."
"Well, I guess you’re both lucky to meet each other again. Maybe she’s yours!"
"No way! She is just my friend. But… How about you with her? She is a nice girl for you."
After that moment. I always remember. How funny life can be.
to be continue…
Many people said that “Boys don’t cry”. Well, after I watched this movie I’m agree to disagree with that statement.
In the last 10 or 15 minutes before the movie was over, I began to cry. It was when the main character in the story (the man) realised that actually he had a family (a father, a mother, a brother, and his uncle). When he was a child, he was going with his family for a trip to the beach. Unfortunately, his uncle who was officially became a taxi driver at that day, couldn’t control the taxi so that they got into an accident where the taxi got hit by a truck and fall into a cliff. And the main character who the only one who survived the accident, lost his memories ever since.
Well, I think I’ll continue this story later, I’m going to bed now!
Happiness is a noun. Though, in order to read the word “happiness” itself, and knowing that “happiness” is a noun, you do have to study it first, don’t you? Finally you are going into a question which is “What is happiness?”
And if there is someone out there asking me that question, I would say:
"I don’t know what is happiness means, because I think happiness is not something you can described to other people. Happiness is something money can’t buy. Happiness is a feeling that you do not afraid to lose, it can be something more than love. But sometimes, happiness hides within our souls. Which makes us have to fight for our own happiness, because that‘s what makes happiness worth it."